Chapter : 47
Devyn’s Struggle
Copyright © 2011, 2020-2021, by Keith Yates. All Rights Reserved.



Version Two

Published: 24 Jan 2022


Devyn slowly began to wake up. He could feel someone next to him on the bed. His mind was not able to fully process where he was and who was next to him. He could remember, all too clearly, waking up in a strange bed with someone he did not know. The smell of the sweat and cum brought the old panic of not knowing where he was or who he was with. Devyn felt his stomach lurch. He felt the fear building inside. He opened his eyes and seeing the faded wallpaper reminded him just where he was. He was in his room at Joe’s. He was safe at home. Yes, Joe’s place was his home. He felt the warmth of safety enfold him.

If he was at home, then the person next to him was Charlie. The grogginess cleared and Devyn could remember the events of last night. He could remember his and Charlie’s mutual masturbation. The cum and the feeling of love he had from Charlie. Was it love or just desire for someone who felt the same things? Devyn was not sure yet. He knew he wanted to give it a try with Charlie.

Devyn’s lips curved up into a smile as he remembered the events of last night. Charlie had been sweet, kind, and shy. It had been so good showing Charlie how good it could feel with another boy. Devyn wanted to show Charlie all the sexual fun they could have together.

Devyn glanced over at the sleeping teen next to him. He could not believe how young Charlie looked when he was asleep. He barely looked fifteen when he was awake. When the guy was asleep, he looked even younger. “Gawd, Tom would have loved to get his hands on Charlie. The guy looks barely thirteen when he is asleep. Those soft blue eyes and that golden hair made him quite the desirable morsel.”

Devyn slowly moved, extracting himself from Charlie’s limbs. It took Devyn a while to move as part of his arm and leg was still asleep from Charlie being across him. He needed to take a leak so he gently pulled himself from the bed. He grabbed shorts, pulled them on, and headed downstairs. He wished there was a bathroom up here. The stairs creaked and Devyn tried to be quiet. He did not want to wake Joe or Charlie but especially Joe. The man had been getting up before sun-up and working until way after dark for too long. He needed his sleep. His stealthy movements were unnecessary though. He saw that coffee had already been made. He looked and saw Joe on the porch. He went into the bathroom first and released his morning piss into the bowl. As he started out the door, he happened to glance at himself in the mirror. He had dried cum all over his chest, stomach and was that cum on his chin? “Geez,” he thought. He grabbed a washcloth and cleaned himself up. He then went into the kitchen and poured himself a cup of coffee. The morning dew was still thick on the grass as he stepped out onto the porch. He saw Joe sitting in the swing watching the sun come up. The clouds were like pink cotton candy floating in the sky. “Morning,” Devyn said and sat in the swing next to Joe. Joe was wearing his regular wranglers but was still shirtless.

“I didn’t expect you to get up this early,” Joe said. He did not take his eyes off the morning colors as the pink lightened.

“I could say the same about you,” Devyn said.

“I have work to do,” Joe said.

“I thought you finished up last night,” Devyn said.

“I still need to haul the grain off,” Joe said. “Then I need to get equipment ready to sow wheat.”

“Take a day,” Devyn said.

“My boyfriend is working today,” Joe said. “I’ll take a day when I can enjoy it with him.”

“So, Ethan isn’t coming out today?” Devyn asked.

“Maybe tonight,” Joe said. “How is your boyfriend doing this morning?”

“Sleeping like a baby,” Devyn said. “He looks like a baby. I feel like I am robbing the cradle. He barely looks fifteen and sleeping he looks more like twelve.”

“You two had fun last night?” Joe asked and looked at Devyn for the first time.

“Yeah,” Devyn said. “It was…awesome.” Devyn felt his face burn a bit but he did not care.

“Good,” Joe said. “I am sure Charlie feels the same way.”

“I think so,” Devyn said. “You know it was so different. I am not sure I can explain it.” Devyn let out a breath. “Of course, you don’t want to hear about it. You probably heard enough last night. I know the floors and walls are kind of thin.”

“I slept through it all,” Joe said.

“Good,” Devyn said.

They sat there in silence watching the pink turn to gold and then yellow as the sun made its way higher into the sky. “I am very happy for you and Charlie,” Joe said “You deserve a sweet boy like Charlie. I hope that exploring with Charlie will give you back some of what was taken from you.”

“I want his first time to be special,” Devyn said. “Mine started out that way but turned into a total mess.”

“I’m sorry that happened,” Joe said, sliding his arm around Devyn’s bare shoulders.

“It is crazy how much pain that one thing caused me,” Devyn said. “I guess at least here Charlie and I are safe.”

“You are completely safe.” There was something in Joe’s voice that made it sound more definite.

“Thanks Batman.”

Joe squeezed Devyn a little tighter. “In a little way I think it will be like your first time, wasn’t it?”

“Um, we didn’t exactly do everything in one night.” Devyn felt his face grow warm.

“You know I don’t know what is more beautiful, your pink or the pink of the sunrise.”

“Knock it off,” Devyn said.

“You are right,” Joe said. “It is you. It makes it even cuter that you have dried cum on your neck.”

“Fuck,” Devyn moaned. And using his hand he wiped at his neck. “I thought I got it all. How long were you going to wait to tell me?”

“Until it stopped being funny,” Joe said. “But the look on your face is worth letting you know early.”

Devyn got up to go wash his neck. “You are a jerk.”

“Thanks,” Joe said. “Mind getting me a refill?” Joe held out his empty coffee cup.

“Sure.” Devyn paused to take the cup from Joe before going inside.

Devyn had just finished pouring the coffee when Charlie came down the stairs. “Morning sleepy head,” Devyn said.

“Hey, you guys are up early here.” Charlie could not stop his eyes from looking over Devyn’s chest and arms. He had almost thought last night had just been a dream but the dried cum all over his skin told him that it had not been.

“Yeah, it is something in the air,” Devyn said. “Do you drink coffee?”

“Um, no,” Charlie said. “Do you have milk?”

Devyn was drinking in the sight of Charlie’s bare torso. It was so hot knowing that dried cum on Charlie’s chest came from what they had done last night. “Sure, we do. I’ll pour you some while you wash up. You know you have cum all over you.”

“I know.” Charlie held up his shirt. “I was going to wash up before putting this on.”

“You can just leave that off. I like looking at your chest.” Devyn moves in and gives Charlie a kiss. “You made a big mess and you made me make a big mess.” Leaning back in Devyn gave Charlie another kiss on his sexy lips. “Of course, I do like that kind of mess.”

“Me too.” Charlie could feel his face blush a bit. “It was, um, you were, um great.”

“So were you.” Devyn kisses Charlie again. “Go clean up so Joe won’t tease you. I’ll pour you a glass of milk and then you can join us on the porch.”

“Sure.” Charlie then headed into the bathroom to wash the cum from his chest, stomach, and arm. ‘Wow we did shoot a lot,’ he thought seeing himself in the mirror.

Devyn took the two cups of coffee out to the porch and handed one to Joe. He then took his place on the swing next to Joe. He could feel the heat of the man’s body as he rested there next to Joe.

“You were taking so long that I thought I was going to have to go get my own coffee.” Joe lifted the cup to his lips and took a sip of the hot beverage.

“Well, I know how you like a splash or two of milk in your coffee.”

“It takes that long to add milk or was it because of a certain blonde boy,” Joe teased.

“Oh, the blonde boy definitely slowed me down,” Devyn said. “He wanted the milk so I had to jerk him off into your coffee.”

“Yum, blonde boy creamer,” Joe said just as Charlie came out onto the porch. Joe took a sip of the coffee. “You taste good Charlie.”

“He definitely does,” Devyn said, smiling over at Charlie.

“Ugh,” Charlie groaned as he felt his face turning red.

“I don’t know which one of you is cuter when you blush,” Joe said.

“It’s Charlie,” Devyn said.

Charlie’s eyes drank in the two guys sitting on the swing. They were both shirtless and both sexy as hell. Joe’s muscular chest and arms rippled as he moved. The muscles were flexing under the tan skin. He wished he could be that comfortable with an adult. Charlie wished he could be as comfortable with Joe as Devyn was. He would feel a relief to have someone to talk to the way Devyn and Joe talked. He knew Joe had told him to talk to him about anything but Charlie doesn’t feel that level of comfort with the man. At one time he and Howard had that kind of closeness but that seemed to be gone now. Having to hide this part of his life prevented him from being relaxed around his family. He wished he felt comfortable enough with Joe to act the way Devyn did with him. The way they sat there made Charlie feel a little jealous. Devyn was so comfortable with his body and so comfortable with Joe. The closeness they had was something Charlie wanted.


After the slow start to the morning, Joe went to work hauling off the grain and Devyn set out to do his chores. Charlie was pitching in to help. “You know you are so lucky,” Charlie told Devyn later that day.

“Lucky?” Devyn asked.

“To have Joe,” Charlie said. “It must be great to have him to talk to and to joke with. I used to do that with Howard but we kind of grew apart.” Charlie could not tell Devyn how difficult Howard was with the gay topic. He was ashamed to have a brother who was a homophobe.

“What about your folks?” Devyn asked.

“They are OK,” Charlie answered. “But I could never talk to them about sex or anything Like that.”

“I understand that,” Devyn said, as he was working on his chores. “I couldn’t talk to my parents about sex. It was so awkward when my dad tried to have the birds and bees talk. I was glad when it was over.”

Other than that time in the woods with Sam, Charlie thought this was the first time Devyn had mentioned his parents. Charlie knew that how they had discovered Devyn did not go well. Charlie did not know if he should ask now or not. “Um, exactly. You, um, don’t talk much about your dad and Mom.” Charlie was studying Devyn closely to see if he was touching a bad topic.

Devyn pushed down the emotions that thinking about his parents caused. “You know that they did not handle me being gay at all. It… is… um… hard to talk about it.”

Charlie put his hand on Devyn’s bare arm. “I am sorry about that. I can only imagine how hard that was on you.”

Devyn’s voice was thick. He was pushing down the tears that were threatening to push their way out. “We were so close once. My Dad and I would go to the job sites and he would tell me about the site and what they were building. My Mom and I would joke and do silly stuff and tease each other. It was like someone tore a part of me out and threw it away when they learned I was gay. I guess that is my fault for being caught like I was. I can’t help but wonder if I had come out to them differently, you know by just telling them, if it would have been easier. Maybe then they could have accepted it.”

“It isn’t your fault,” Charlie said emphatically. “If you had been caught with a girl, it would have been a shock but they would have not thrown you out.”

“I guess that is true.” Devyn was not sure. He still felt that if he had just been honest with them and told them he was gay it would have gone differently.

“Please don’t blame yourself for their reaction. I’m sorry I brought this up.” Charlie could see the hurt on Devyn’s face. He could hear the tears in his friend’s voice. Charlie moved closer and put his arms around Devyn. “I’m sorry.”

Devyn returned the hug. It did feel good being there like this with Charlie. If only Brent had done this that day he had shown up at the house. If only Brent had hugged him like this. If only, Brent had told him he was sorry.”

“We don’t have to talk about it, unless you want to.” Charlie was looking into Devyn’s sad brown eyes. “I’m not that good with this stuff but I’ll listen.”

“Thanks,” Devyn said. He leaned in and kissed Charlie briefly on the lips. “It helps.”

Charlie returned the kiss. He then tenderly ran his fingers through Devyn’s silky brown hair. “Maybe one day they will understand.”

“Maybe.” Devyn doubted it. He would do just about anything to have them love him again but he would not give up Joe, Travis or now Charlie.

“It is their loss and my gain,” Charlie said.

“How do you figure?” Devyn looked into the vivid blue of Charlie’s eyes.

“If they hadn’t, um, done what they did, then you wouldn’t be here. I wouldn’t have you to hold like this and to kiss like this.” Charlie kissed Devyn’s lips.

“Thanks,” Devyn said after the kiss broke. “I guess what my dad and mom did was in some way for the best. You know if you decide to tell your folks, I’m here for you.”

“I, um, thanks. I’m, um, just not sure how they will handle it. Dad’s a bit, um, old fashioned I guess.”

“He seems cool to me,” Devyn said. “I mean the couple of times I have spoken to him at the hardware store.”

“He’s good with customers,” Charlie said. “He’s, um, different with family.” Charlie just could not decide if his dad was like Howard. Would his dad turn out to be as homophobic as Charlie’s brother?

“I’ve actually talked to your mom more, but not much more. She seems cool.”

“She is,” Charlie said. “She can be in your face and bossy sometimes but having her on your side is…is…like nothing can go wrong.”

“That is great,” Devyn said. “I would like to get to know them better.”

“Um, sure,” Charlie said.

Devyn heard the hesitation in his friend’s voice. “No pressure though. Remember to them I’m just your school friend. Do you think they would be ok with you having a gay friend?”

“Well, I am here,” Charlie said. “They know where I am.”

“Do you think they suspect we are more?” Devyn asked.

“Probably not,” Charlie said. “I kind of let them think it was going to be the three of us.” Charlie looked down. He felt bad that he had deceived his folks and Devyn as well. “It isn’t that I mind them knowing I am with you or anything…I, um, just am not ready for them to, um, think, um, that we are um more than friends.”

“It is okay,” Devyn said and squeezed Charlie’s shoulder. “I completely understand. You tell them in your own way and your own time. I will never pressure you to tell anyone.”

“Gawd you are the best,” Charlie said and threw his arms around Devyn holding the other boy tight.

Devyn finished the yard work that he and Charlie had been working on. The day had flown by. The chores were more fun to do with Charlie. He could be so silly one minute and serious the next. With him you never knew and Devyn loved his playful side. They had ended up in a water fight as they were watering the garden. Joe had kept the flower garden his mother had started and expanded it. The roses were about the most beautiful Devyn had ever seen. Joe said the secret was the layers of horse manure with which they were fertilized. Whatever it was, all the flowers were impressive. Charlie and Devyn had ended up squirting each other with hoses and Travis had gotten involved. Now the three of them were dripping wet.

“You were supposed to water the flowers,” Joe said.

“We did,” Travis signed.

“Looks more like you watered each other,” Joe said and chuckled.

They went inside and pulled off their wet shirts. “I guess I should have brought extra clothes,” Charlie said.

“You can wear some of mine,” Devyn said. “I think you would look damn sexy in some of my black briefs.”

Charlie felt his face burn and glanced around to see if Joe was nearby. Travis was there but Devyn had not signed so he relaxed. “You are trying to embarrass me,” Charlie accused.

“No,” Devyn said. “But you are so damn cute when you blush. I just can’t help myself.”

They pulled on dry shirts and changed into shorts and Devyn got Charlie into a pair of his tight black briefs. They looked so good on him with his hot little round butt and light golden tan. “Damn sexy,” Devyn said.

Through his bedroom window, Devyn saw a car coming up the hill. “Looks like Ethan made it.”

Charlie looked out the window. He heard Ethan slam the car door and stomp towards the house. “He looks pissed,” Charlie noted.

The two went down stairs to greet Ethan in the kitchen. “Hey man,” Devyn said, greeting Ethan at the door. “It seems like way too long since you have been here. You, okay?”

“Is Joe in here?” Ethan asked.

“In the barn,” Devyn answered. “He has a cow about ready to have a calf.”

“I got another fucking ticket,” Ethan said. “It was the same fucker. The mother fucker must be waiting on me. I just don’t know how he knows.”

“Shit,” Devyn said. “How many does that make?”

“Four or five,” Ethan said. “I am going to fucking end up losing my license.”

“Drive slower,” Devyn said.

“No shit Sherlock,” Ethan said. “I did. I drove too slowly. He gave me a ticket for blocking traffic.”

Devyn could not stop himself from laughing. It was just too funny to him.

“There is no fucking traffic in this fucking town,” Ethan said. “Oh, laugh it up, chuckles.”

“Sorry,” Devyn said. “It is just too funny. I think whoever the cop is he wants to date you. Have you tried asking him out?”

“I have a boyfriend,” Ethan said but smiled. “You are crazy.” Then Ethan saw Charlie. “Oh, hi Charlie. I didn’t see you. I was too busy ranting.”

“Hey Ethan,” Charlie said in greeting.

Ethan left then to find Joe. “The guy has the worst luck,” Devyn said. “He gets a ticket just about every time he comes over here.”

“That can get expensive,” Charlie said.

“Yeah,” Devyn said. “But I bet Ethan would say Joe is worth it.”

“So do you think someone is just harassing him because he’s gay?” Charlie asked.

“Maybe,” Devyn said. “The thing is the cop that is on duty the most is Lee and Lee is cool. He and Joe have been friends forever. Lee would not be doing it just because Ethan is gay.”

“Maybe it isn’t Lee,” Charlie said.

“Joe’s also friends with the other cops,” Devyn said. “They all seem to like him. Maybe it is a state cop. I’ll have to ask Ethan where he is getting stopped.”


After dinner Charlie and Devyn went for a walk. “Are you staying tonight?” Devyn asked. They had only talked about Charlie sleeping over Friday night but Devyn was hoping Charlie would stay again.

“I would like to,” Charlie said. “I wasn’t sure with Ethan here if it was okay.”

“It is fine,” Devyn said. “Ethan won’t care. Just be prepared for some teasing. Ethan likes to do that.”

“As long as I’m with you it doesn’t matter.” Charlie reached over and took Devyn’s hand.

“They are cute,” Ethan said to Joe, seeing the younger boys holding hands as they walked to the bridge that crossed the stream.

“They are both good kids,” Joe said. “Devyn has turned into an amazing young man. He sometimes surprises me with his loyalty and sense of responsibility.”

“I can’t imagine where he would learn traits like that,” Ethan said, his voice dripping with sarcasm.

“Watch it,” Joe warned.

“You are more loyal than a golden retriever,” Ethan said, his lips turned up into a teasing smile and his eyes twinkling. “You are more responsible than a momma bear protecting her cubs.”

“You keep it up and you might find out how a momma bear takes you over her knee,” Joe said.

“Ohohoh,” Ethan moaned. “I like the sound of that.”

“You would,” Joe said and pulled the younger man in for a kiss and a tight hug.

“Wow,” Charlie said as they turned back towards the house. He could see the silhouettes of Joe and Ethan on the porch kissing and they had their arms around each other. “They don’t care who sees, do they?”

“Ethan definitely doesn’t,” Devyn said. “He is gay and proud of it. Joe is usually more reserved. Ethan brings the affectionate side out of him…although you know now that I think about it, it kind of started after Hannah’s death. Her passing awakened something in Joe.”

“They make a great couple,” Charlie said. “I don’t know how you keep from walking around without a constant hard-on. You know when I came out on the porch this morning and saw you and Joe sitting together on the swing, I almost popped a boner. It was like a fantasy.”

“A fantasy?” Devyn asked. “What are you talking about?”

“It was just hot with both of you sitting there shirtless. Joe has all of those hot muscles and you, well you, just always look damn sexy. You were leaning against him and I was a little jealous.”

“You my friend have nothing to be jealous about,” Devyn said. “Now let’s go back to the house and up to my room and I’ll show you just what I mean.”


“Are you boys turning in?” Joe asked as Devyn and Charlie walked up to the porch.

“I think so,” Devyn said. “It was a busy day.”

“Well try and get some sleep tonight,” Ethan said.

“We will try,” Devyn said. “If you two will keep it down.” He turned to Charlie “Ethan sometimes screams like a girl.”

“HEY!” Ethan cried in protest.

Laughing Devyn and Charlie went inside and up to his room. Charlie was feeling a bit nervous again. He watched as Devyn started undressing. “What are you waiting for?” Devyn asked. “I want you to model those sexy little underwear you are wearing.”

“Um, maybe we should just turn the lights out.” Charlie was feeling nervous again about being naked in front of Devyn. After what they had done last night, He did not know why he was feeling nervous. It had just been easier in the dark.

“No, I want to see you model them for me.”

“They are just underwear and I’m not an underwear model.”

“Oh, but tonight you are.” Devyn moves closer to Charlie. “Don’t be shy with me…although that does kind of make it a little hotter.” Devyn was understanding a little bit about why the men would get turned on when he would be shy and hesitant with them. Somehow it made it a little more exciting.

“I, um don’t have the body for it, I mean to model underwear.” Charlie looked up briefly at Devyn’s face and then down. He noticed the bulge in Devyn’s shorts. Was he getting turned on by this?

“You are wrong about that. You are hot enough to model those underwear. Hell, just the idea of you in them and them cupping your basket is getting me excited.”

Devyn gripped the hem of his shirt and pulled it off. He then quickly kicks off his shoes and drops his shorts to the floor. He stands there facing Charlie in nothing but his navy boxer briefs with yellow piping.

“Now, see you are an underwear model.” Charlie’s eyes are sliding over Devyn’s tan skin. His eyes are drinking in the sight of the teenager’s developing muscles. All the work on the farm over the past year has filled out Devyn’s chest and arms. He is nowhere as lean and wiry as he was last year when he had started school. “Those actually look like they are part of a superhero costume.” Charlie reached and ran his hand across Devyn’s chest. He can feel the solid muscle under Devyn’s smooth skin. His fingers lightly graze the nipple and Charlie feels it growing erect under his fingers.

“I do like the feeling of your hand exploring my body, but I want to see you in your superhero underwear.” Devyn grabs Charlie’s shirt and pulls it off. He tosses it to the floor with his own clothes. “That’s better.” Devyn runs his fingers over the smooth skin of Charlie’s chest. Devyn’s finger draws closer and closer to the pink areola.

Charlie can feel both his nipple and his teenage cock growing erect. He lets out a small gasp as Devyn’s finger passes over the erect nub.

“You like that, huh.” Devyn’s lips are curved up in a smile. He leans in and kisses Charlie’s lips.

“I like everything you do,” Charlie said after the kiss had broken.

“Then let’s get these off so I can see you in those sexy underwear.” Devyn slips his fingers into the waistband of the shorts and slips them down over Charlie’s narrow hips. He slides them down further and further exposing the snug fitting underwear.

Charlie’s shorts drop to the floor around his feet. His teenage cock is stretching out the front of the borrowed underwear. He can feel his face blush a bit as Devyn is looking at him.

Devyn steps back admiring the blonde teenager. “I was right, you are sexy in them. Turn around for me so I can see that hot back side of yours.”

“Stop it,” Charlie protests.

“Oh no, I want to see that hot ass in those sexy underwear,” Devyn said. He takes Charlie by the shoulders and turns the boy around. “Oh yeah.” He runs his hand over the firm round mounds of Charlie’s hot ass. “Damn you are sexy in these.” Devyn moves in closer, kissing Charlie’s neck and shoulder.

Charlie closes his eyes just enjoying the feeling of Devyn’s lips on his skin and Devyn’s hands squeezing his ass. He can feel Devyn’s fingers moving along the crack. The only thing separating Devyn from Charlie is the fabric of the black underwear.

“You are so damn sexy.” Devyn’s breath is hot against Charlie’s ear as he whispers. “I thought you were that first day I saw you in biology. I wanted to see just how sexy you were stripped down to your underwear just like this.” Devyn’s hands slide from Charlie’s butt to the sides. He caresses the sides, his fingers sliding down to run across the smooth skin of Charlie’s sides and thighs.

“I, um, thought you were to.” Charlie could not believe his dream had come true this weekend. When he had seen Devyn that first day, the first thing Charlie had thought was that Devyn was the most attractive boy he had ever seen. Devyn was a little skinny then but his face and eyes infected Charlie with a yearning that he had not known before. Oh, he had fantasized about other guys. He had jerked off thinking about some of the jocks at school and some of his other classmates. He had read fantasy stories on the internet and jerked off thinking it was him in the story but nothing had grabbed him like Devyn had. “You have only gotten hotter over this last year. I wanted to do more with you that night you drove me home last spring but was…” Charlie’s voice trailed off as he did not know how to put into words what he had been feeling.

“You were scared by the feelings.” Devyn was closer to Charlie now. His chest was pressed against Charlie’s back. His arms were holding Charlie and his hands were exploring Charlie’s chest. Devyn was teasing each of Charlie’s nipples with his fingers. “You thought the feelings that you had buried inside were gone but now they are coming back. You were excited, scared and nervous.”

“Yes, and happy,” Charlie said. “I knew for sure now that there was someone else around like me. Someone that I was already friends with and someone that might, just might, have feelings for me.”

“I’m glad you trusted me enough to come out to me that night and I do have feelings for you,” Devyn slid his hands down lower. His fingers sliding across the lightly golden tan skin of Charlie’s flat belly. Devyn’s fingertips reached the elastic of the underwear as he kissed Charlie’s neck.

“I knew if I didn’t do it right then, that I would lose my nerve. It did not seem real and this does not feel real. It almost feels like this is a dream. It is like in the daylight this will all disappear.”

“Then we should just enjoy tonight and deal with the daylight in the morning.” Devyn’s hand slides lower and feels the tentpole stretching out the front of the underwear. “You’ve got a boner.” Devyn gives Charlie’s erection a gentle squeeze.

“Oh shit.” Charlie moans as he enjoys the sensation of Devyn’s touch. “With you around, I’m going to be boned up all the time.”

“I’ve got one too.” Devyn rubs his erect cock, which is stretching out his underwear against Charlie’s firm ass. “You have got my juices flowing again.”

“Damn that thing feels huge back there.” Charlie moves and turns to face Devyn. His erect cock leaking juices into the underwear. He reaches out and massages Devyn through the navy material of the boxer briefs.

Devyn smiles at the blonde and then he steps in closer to Charlie. Devyn places his mouth on Charlie’s while his hands are sliding around to cup Charlie’s hot little cheeks. His tongue explored Charlie’s mouth while his hands once again explored Charlie’s underwear clad butt.

After the kiss broke Charlie said, “I think I almost came just from that.”

Devyn was grinning with his lips turned up into a sexy smile. “Either you have a hair trigger right here,” his hands moved to fondle Charlie’s erection thru the underwear, “or I am one damn good kisser.”

“I think it is both,” Charlie said. “It is hard to not cum when you are being touched by the sexiest boyfriend in the world.”

“Am I?” Devyn asked.

“Sexy,” Charlie said. “Fuck Yeah. You are so sexy.”

“Thanks,” Devyn said. “But I meant, am I your boyfriend?”

“Um, I, um, well, yeah, that is if you want to be?” Charlie was looking hopefully at Devyn. He wanted Devyn to be his boyfriend but he also knew that Devyn deserved someone more sure of themselves than Charlie was.

Devyn leaned in and kissed Charlie again. This time his lips were more tender, his tongue more gentle as he kissed. “I definitely want that.”

“I was afraid you wouldn’t,” Charlie admitted.

“Why wouldn’t I?” Devyn asked, still holding Charlie close and looking into those soft blue eyes.

“Because,” Charlie said.

“Well, you are going to have to give me a better answer than that,” Devyn said.

“Well, you are in a lot of ways older than me,” Charlie said. “I know we are only like a year apart in age but like experience and stuff you are older. I was afraid you would get bored with me. Plus, with me keeping everything a secret…I mean about us. It isn’t like we can touch or kiss or hold hands except here.”

“I don’t know why you would think I would get bored with you,” Devyn said. His lips were curved up into a little smile. It was so sexy to Charlie to see Devyn with that half smile on his lips. “I have probably experienced more and been through stuff that has made me grow up a little more than you. It is probably good that way we complement each other. We already have that whole strengths and weaknesses thing. I also don’t care about keeping our relationship a secret. I have been there and done that.”

“But now you are out,” Charlie said. “You put up with the names and the looks and the other crap. I don’t know where you get the strength to deal with that. I have been afraid for years that someone would figure me out. I denied it a bit but knew I was gay. At one point I was hoping Sam was too but he isn’t. It is going to be hard on you to hide our relationship.”

“It is going to be harder on you,” Devyn said. “This is your first relationship. I have seen you watching me this weekend. I have seen you staring at my ass and my crotch. You are going to have to not do that. If you want us to be a secret then you are going to have to keep your eyes off my lower body.”

“But I like your lower body,” Charlie said. “I like this part of you.” Charlie reached around and cupped Devyn’s butt. He squeezed his cheeks. “I like this even more.” He slid his hand around between their bodies and cupped Devyn’s package. He could feel the dampness leaking through Devyn’s underwear. “You are leaking a lot.”

“You get my juices flowing,” Devyn said. “But you are still going to have to focus more on something besides my cock and ass. That is, when we aren’t here. Here, you can look at any part of me you want.”

“I do like looking at more than your cock and ass,” Charlie said. “I like looking at your handsome face and your warm brown eyes. I also like these lips.” He placed a finger on Devyn’s sexy lips that turned up into a smile. “I also like these arms.” He ran hands up to the biceps of Devyn’s arms. “And this chest along with these nipples.” His hands were traveling across Devyn’s chest and his thumbs rubbed Devyn’s nipples. “You see I like a whole lot more than just your cock and your ass. I also like what is in here.” He tapped Devyn’s chest over his heart.

“Okay,” Devyn said, his voice laden with his amusement. “You like a variety of my parts.”

“I think I like all of your parts,” Charlie said. “I have inspected all of them. You know last night it was kind of dark in here. I didn’t really get to see you.”

“You are seeing me now.” Devyn took a step back and held his arms out so Charlie could see him better. His underwear was bulging in the front with his teenage excitement.

“And I like what I see,” Charlie said. “You’ve got a big boner there.”

“I like what I see too.” Devyn steps closer to Charlie. “In fact, I want to see more.” Devyn’s hand slid over Charlie’s chest and stomach and then down to the waistband. He paused for only a moment before slipping his fingers inside the underwear. Devyn’s fingers grazed Charlie’s erection and then they moved to his sides and then his butt. Devyn’s fingertips found their way to Charlie’s crack and they explored that hairless crevasse.

“Oh wow,” Charlie breathes as Devyn is touching him and caressing him. Even though they had just done this the night before, somehow with the lights on, it is like they are doing it again for the first time.

Devyn gives Charlie’s two solid cheeks a firm squeeze. Then he moves his hands to the elastic waistband and slowly begins lowering Charlie’s underwear.

Charlie is looking up into Devyn’s warm brown eyes. With the lights on, he can see those golden specks burning in the chocolate pools. He can only pray that they are burning with desire for him.

Devyn slowly pushes down the underwear and frees Charlie’s erection. The teenage hard-on springing free and sending a few drops of Charlie’s pre-cum flying. Devyn can feel some of the warm fluid landing on his skin and it only adds to his excitement. Devyn slides Charlie’s underwear down and as they move lower Devyn’s hands caress the smooth skin of Charlie’s muscular legs. Charlie steps out of the underwear allowing Devyn to take them off and toss them aside. His cock bouncing with every move. Charlie is now standing there totally naked and this time Devyn could see him clearly.

Devyn’s hand moves to cup Charlie’s smooth balls. He lightly squeezes and massages those sensitive orbs while looking into Charlie’s clear blue eyes. Devyn can see a desire burning in those blue depths. He hopes that desire is for him and not just for sex.

“That feels so good,” Charlie said, his voice barely above a whisper.

“Since your balls are totally smooth, they are more sensitive.” Devyn’s fingers explore more of Charlie’s testicles. “They are so damn sexy being so smooth but I also like this golden hair.” Devyn ran his fingers through Charlie’s blonde pubes. Devyn encircled Charlie’s erection and slowly started stroking him. His fingers were gliding up and down the rigid teenage member.

Charlie moaned with the pleasure Devyn’s hand was giving him. He could not believe how good it felt to have another guy stroking him and rubbing his balls. He bit his lower lip to try and prevent himself from coming.

“The way you are biting your lip is so damn sexy,” Devyn said as he was leaning in to kiss Charlie’s lips. As Devyn’s lips found Charlie’s, Devyn’s finger was moving back behind Charlie’s balls.

Charlie gasped as Devyn rubbed behind his balls and his fingertip glided over his anal opening. Devyn slid his tongue into Charlie’s mouth. As the two boys are kissing, Devyn’s finger lightly stroked Charlie’s tight pink virgin hole. Devyn applied a little pressure and his fingertip penetrated that tight sphincter. It was too much for Charlie. He started moaning and began shooting his load. Hot jets of cum were firing from his cock and splattered against Devyn’s leg. The warm fluid was sliding down over Devyn’s tan skin. Charlie almost lost his balance as he bent his knees and shot his load onto his friend’s skin. Devyn had stopped massaging Charlie’s balls and teasing his hole and was around him helping to support him. “Oh wow!” Charlie moaned after riding the waves of pleasure.

“You liked that, didn’t you?” Devyn asked.

“Oh Wow,” he said again. “You are amazing.”

“You need to sit down?” Devyn asked. He was practically holding Charlie up.

“Yeah,” Charlie breathed. Devyn guided Charlie to the bed and let him drop down. Devyn slid onto the bed next to the blonde. His teenage erection was trying to escape from the cotton cage of his underwear.

Charlie moved onto his side next to Devyn. He ran his hand over the tan skin of Devyn’s chest. He then leans in and kisses Devyn’s nipple. He sucks on it for a moment before turning to look up into Devyn’s eyes. “Is it always that good?”

“I guess it depends on the person you are with,” Devyn said.

“Well, everything and every time with you has been awesome.” Charlie kisses Devyn’s smooth skin again. His hand sliding over the large tent pole in his navy underwear. His hand slides lower and he finds the sticky mess he made on Devyn’s leg.

Devyn chuckled. “Unless I slept through something, there have only been two times.”

“Well, you kind of did.” Charlie is moving his finger around in the wetness on Devyn’s leg. He draws a figure eight through the teenage spunk. Devyn looked at Charlie confused. “I, um fantasized about you and um, jacked off.”

“Oh, just what kind of fantasies did you have?” Devyn was smiling as Charlie’s finger was teasing his skin.

“I pretended I was doing this.” Charlie moves so he can kiss Devyn’s lips. He ran his tongue over them and when they parted, he slid it inside.

“I like your fantasy so far.”

“I also fantasized about doing this.” Charlie’s tongue slides over Devyn’s chest. He sucks on Devyn’s nipple. His hand moves over Devyn’s flat stomach down to the boxer briefs. He slowly begins lowering them.

Devyn lifts his hips up off the bed allowing Charlie the freedom to lower his underwear. His cock is throbbing and dripping with his excitement.

Charlie is watching as Devyn’s deep brown pubic curls are revealed and then the base of Devyn’s throbbing cock. Slowly he lowers the underwear more and Devyn’s teenage hard-on springs free. It sends thick drops of his teenage juice flying. Several land on Charlie with one landing on his cheek.

“So, you fantasized about taking my underwear off?” Devyn moves his legs helping Charlie to get the underwear off. Charlie tossed them to the side so they could join the other discarded clothes.

“Most definitely,” Charlie said. “I also thought about doing this.” Charlie’s hand wraps around the shaft of Devyn’s cock. He slowly begins stroking the erect member. Charlie’s own cock has grown back to a full-blown erection.

“Oh, that feels good.” Devyn closes his eyes and just enjoys the feeling of Charlie’s hand. He feels Charlie’s other hand lifting and massaging his cum filled balls. They were already churning to blow his load.

“It seems bigger in the light than it did last night in the dark.” Charlie is watching his fist pumping up and down Devyn’s cock. He is watching as the drop of teenage dew forms on the head. Charlie rubs his thumb through that drop and smears it around.

“Oh, damn Charlie.” Devyn can feel his climax building, but he does not want to cum yet.

“Yeah, that is exactly what you said in my fantasy. At least, one of the things you said.”

“Oh, what else did I say?” Devyn moves his hand so he can reach Charlie’s rigid member. “Man, you are so hard and so soon after cumming.”

“I already said with you around that I’ll be hard all the time.”

“Well, I like having you hard.” Devyn’s voice is tinged with a flirting tone. “Now what is next in your fantasy?”

“Um, you really want to know?” Charlie asked.

“I most definitely do.”

Charlie moves over Devyn until he is on top of the other boy. His lips find Devyn’s and they kiss. Charlie grinds his cock against Devyn as he pushes his tongue into Devyn’s mouth.

Devyn hold’s Charlie tight as the boy grinds against him. He runs his hand down to Charlie’s ass and slips his fingers between the two hairless cheeks.

“Oh, if you touch me there again, I’ll shoot.”

“I like it when you shoot.” Devyn slips his fingers down further and finds that tight little hole. He rubs across it.

“Oh Devyn.” Charlie’s eyes are tightly closed as he bites his lip. He will not cum yet. He wants Devyn to cum. He wants to feel Devyn shooting his cum. He wants to see Devyn’s cock exploding.

“You about to shoot?” Devyn’s lips are turned up in a smile as he watches the play of pleasure across Charlie’s face. He leans up and gives the tip of Charlie’s nose a quick kiss.

Charlie manages to step back from the edge of climax. “Wow.” He opens his eyes and looks at Devyn. He can see the firestorm of golden specs as he looks into those deep brown pools.

“I want you to cum again.”

“I want you to cum.” Charlie kisses Devyn’s neck and then his shoulder. He wiggles his body down over Devyn’s. He kisses and licks the smooth skin of Devyn’s chest. As Charlie is sliding down Devyn’s body, his cock is leaving a trail of boy jizz on Devyn’s leg.

“Where are you going?”

Charlie slides lower and lower until he is face to face with Devyn’s cock. The head once again has a large drop of dew on the tip. Charlie grasps the shaft and slowly strokes it. He watches the drop growing larger.

“Oh Charlie!” Devyn can feel his own climax building. He knows he will not last long. It feels so good having his cock stroked by someone else.

The memory of his fantasy about Devyn flashes through Charlie’s mind. He leans in closer. He cannot believe he is about to do this. He swipes his tongue across the head of Devyn’s cock. He swallows down the pre-cum of the other teenager. He has always wondered what that would be like. He thought he might hate the taste but he likes it. He likes it because it is Devyn. He does it repeatedly. Repeatedly he swipes his tongue over the head. He watches as more juice forms and his tongue slurps it up. Charlie’s fist is continuing to stroke Devyn’s shaft as his tongue is licking the head.

“Charlie, I’m… going to cum.” Devyn can barely get the words out before his cock erupts, sending his seed up into the air.

Strands of hot boy milk fire from Devyn’s cock and splatter across his tan skin. Several strands land in Charlie’s blond hair as Devyn is riding the wave of pleasure.

“Wow! Awesome.” Charlie watched as Devyn’s cock exploded sending a shower of teenage cum up into the air. He watched as the seed splattered across Devyn’s tan chest and stomach. He even felt some of it land on his head and back.

“Oh shit.” Devyn breathes as he is coming down from the peak of teenage sexual pleasure.

“So that was your fantasy?” Devyn looks down at Charlie and the cum that covers his own chest and stomach.

“Well just part of it,” Charlie admits.

“I cannot wait to find out what other fun stuff your mind has been dreaming up.”

“You liked it?” Charlie moves so he can again lay next to Devyn. He looks into Devyn’s eyes.

“I definitely liked it. That is why you got cum in your hair. Did you like it?”

“Yes,” Charlie was not sure if he would like it but now, he knows he definitely liked it. He had considered briefly trying to suck on Devyn but just was not sure how far he should go. “Should I have, um, you know…”

“Sucked it?” Devyn asked, his lips curving up into a smile at how shy Charlie could be sometimes.

“Yeah, I’ve seen it done on the internet and stuff but, um, just wasn’t sure if you would want me to.”

“I definitely would not have objected.” Devyn moves in and kisses Charlie. He can taste a little of his own pre-cum on Charlie. “I think I will like anything and everything that you have fantasized about.”

“I just didn’t want to do something that might turn you off.”

“Don’t worry about that. If you do something I don’t like, I’ll let you know. You just do the same.”

“Deal.”

Devyn reaches down and takes Charlie’s teenage erection into his fist. He begins pumping it. He rubs his thumb over the head and smears Charlie’s pre-cum around.

“Oh Devyn.” Charlie can already feel his balls churning to give up another load.

“If you like that, then I think you will really enjoy this.” Devyn kissed Charlie’s chest sucking briefly on his nipple before sliding lower. He paused for a moment to flick his tongue across Charlie’s little belly button and then licked his way lower. He moved between Charlie’s legs. He licked Charlie’s smooth balls. Then he licks up the underside of the boy’s cock from the ball sack to the head. Devyn wrapped is fist around Charlie and stroked him while his tongue flicked once across the head. He then rubbed that sensitive head with his thumb. He then licked the underside of the head again and can taste Charlie’s pre-cum. To Devyn, it tastes sweet just like Charlie.

“Oh NO!” Charlie cannot stop his cock from erupting. His teenage milk firing high and raining down on him. Jet after jet of his spunk landing on his chest, neck, and stomach. “Oh!”

“Damn,” Devyn said after Charlie had ridden the wave of pleasure. “That is a big load for the second time.”

“Oh wow!” Charlie cannot believe this. He cannot believe how good the feeling of Devyn’s tongue on his cock had been.

Devyn moved so he can be next to Charlie. He kisses the blonde boy. He runs his hand over and through the puddles of cum. “You look so good with cum on your chest and neck.” Devyn moves in and licks the strand of cum from Charlie’s neck. “Um and you taste so good.”

“Oh, shit that is so hot.”

They rested there next to each other. Devyn’s cock leaking the last of his load into his brown curls. He runs his finger once again through the strands of cum on Charlie’s golden skin.

“So just when did you start having these sexual fantasies?” Devyn’s lips are curved up in a smile as he is looking into Charlie’s blue eyes.

“Um, sometime last year,” Charlie said. “I, um, was attracted to you almost from the beginning. I saw you in Biology that first day and you looked a little afraid and sexy at the same time. I wanted to get to know you then but I held back for some reason. Then when I heard the rumor about you and Mindy, I figured you were just another typical straight guy. I saw you kiss her one day at school and it looked so hot…well except for Mindy but you looked hot. The way she got to hold you. The way she got to touch you. It was not fair. I wished it were me.”

“I remember those first days in school,” Devyn said. “I was afraid of just about everything. I was afraid of someone finding out I was gay. I was afraid someone would find out about my past and some of the bad shit I had done.”

“I wish I had talked to you sooner in those first few days,” Charlie said. “Maybe you wouldn’t have started hanging out with Dewayne and Terry.”

“I wish you had too,” Devyn said. “I was attracted to that kid in biology with the spiky hair. Why didn’t you keep that?”

“It didn’t look right on me,” Charlie said. In fact, he had liked it but Howard had freaked out and tormented him until he had stopped wearing his spiky hair. “It would be nice to have had you instead of Mindy getting her hooks into you.”

“I never had what we have with Mindy,” Devyn said. “I never had what we have with anyone else.”

“What about your other boyfriend?” Charlie was looking directly into Devyn’s eyes. “Didn’t you have this with him?”

“Brent and I did have something special.” Devyn did not want to hurt Charlie but he also did not want to lie about what he and Brent had. “He was my first sexual experience and my first love. But this is different. I’m different.”

“So, am I the first since… since Brent?”

Devyn did not want to start out on a lie. He had to be honest with Charlie but he also did not want to go into what he had done. “The first that I’ve had any strong feelings for.”

“Well, you are completely my first. I hope that, um, I can kind of make you feel like it is your first time all over again.”

Devyn heard Joe’s words in his head how being with Charlie was going to be like getting to experience his first times. “Yeah,” Devyn said. “You are. Nothing up to this point counted. It was almost like it happened to another person.” Devyn was discovering that the old Devyn, the Devyn he had been before meeting Joe was gone. In some way Devyn Roberts had died in that police station or maybe it had been that night he had broken down with Joe. That night Joe had held him and loved him despite all the shit. Maybe that was the night Devyn Roberts died.

“Are you alright?” Charlie asked. He could see Devyn’s eyes glistening with moisture. He could see something was going through his friend’s mind.

“Yeah,” Devyn said, his voice thick. He blinked and wiped his eyes. “I just realized something. You made me realize something. I guess you could say I just had an epiphany.”

“Can you tell me?” Charlie asked.

“Sometime,” Devyn said. “I have to think it through and process it.”

Charlie looked at him. He looked into those soft brown eyes. The eyes that reminded Charlie of pools of warm chocolate. “Whenever you are ready. I would also like to know what other bad stuff you did. It won’t really change anything but I’d like to know this guy that, that, I’m um…” Charlie did not know how to finish that sentence. He knew it was too soon to say the guy he was in love with but he did think he was falling in love with Devyn. He wanted to know everything about the boy. He wanted him to know that whatever bad stuff had happened before did not matter. All that mattered was what they were now. Charlie just did not know how to put that all into words. He did not know how to make it sound true and not hollow. He did not know how to say it without sounding stupid.

Devyn did not give Charlie the chance to compose his words. He leaned in closer and passionately kissed Charlie. It feels so right being here with Charlie. It feels so right living with Joe. It was a new life and he was a new person. Devyn felt a tear slip from his eye and slide down his cheek. He just was not sure if it was for the old Devyn that had died or the happiness that this new Devyn was beginning to find. His single tear fell onto Charlie’s bare skin.


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Devyn’s Struggle

By Keith Yates

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