Castle Roland

My Years of Discovery

by David Spowart

In Progress

Chapter 5

Published: 18 Jan 16

My years of Discovery

By Dave Spowart
Edited by Jerry M

People all day must have thought I had a screw loose. The smile that was spread across my face felt glued on. It was a permanent feature on my face since Chad kissed me in front of God and everyone. It took the idiot some time, but he came around.

I know when he kissed me in front of the building I panicked. I mean, you hear stories of gay bashing and people getting murdered, just because the church preaches of the perceived evil of homosexuality. I mean, I have read about Matt Shepherd, and the fact that some people, okay, a lot of people, preach that the two assholes that killed him were doing God's work. Morons!!

I finished my last lecture and headed for practice. I again was playing second base, and, to be honest, I am better than I thought I would be. I looked over to where Chad should have been practicing; but I could not see him at first. All sorts of things were firing through my head, but he finally showed up on a defensive play. He was big. I could not see anyone ever fucking with him.

I finished practice but decided to wait until I got back to my dorm to shower, and hoped that Chad had the same idea. "I'm going to make your ass scream" went through my head; the last words he said to me, the words that put that dumb smile on my face.

I began to walk toward the dorm. "Hey, wait up" I heard Chad yell as he ran toward me. "Hey" he said, sidling up beside me. "What are you smiling like an idiot for?" he enquired. "You, you idiot" I replied.

"Share a shower?" he asked.

"Great minds" I responded.

"I love you" he said.

"Do you, I mean, do you really, Chad? Or are you just saying that so I won't walk away from you; like so many have"

"Harsh, but no" he replied and stopped. I stood and looked at him. "Kiss me. Right here, kiss me" he said. "Chad, don't be stupid. We got away with it earlier; but we are wide open here" I replied. "Brian, don't you get it? I don't give a flying fuck what the bigots think about me, or us; I love you. That is all that counts...right?" he said, and smiled that evil, wicked grin.

"Well, I'm waiting" he added.

I just dropped my kit bag and walked into his arms. He kissed me as soft and as gentle as he had earlier. He pushed the hair out of my eyes. "Forgive me" he whispered.

"For what?" I asked

"Being a douche" he replied.

I looked beyond Chad. Plenty of people watching us, not saying anything; at least not to us, not directly, anyway.

"Nothing to forgive" I replied, still looking behind him. "Ignore anyone who is not me" he said, smiling. "Huh" was my only response.

"Brian, just concentrate on me, nobody else" he replied. We began to walk towards our dorm. Plenty of smiles, and plenty of blank expressions, also. We walked upstairs and opened the door to our dorm. He closed it and pulled me to him tightly.

"I want you so bad it hurts" he said, pushing his hands inside my T shirt.

"I need a shower first, Chad; I stink" I said. He took a whiff. "You smell ready, that is what you smell like" he added. "Ready?" I said. "Yeah, ready to get more stinky and sweaty" he said, with that evil grin. "I'm going to fuck your brains out, Brian." Or, to use his words, "I'm going to make your ass scream."

"I am going to show you, and prove to you how much I love you, Brian" he said, kissing my neck, lightly biting it. "Mmmm" I moaned out, my cock hardening at his attention.

I pulled him up and attacked his lips with as much passion as I could muster; and, by God, he knew I wanted and needed him. As much as he desired me, I desired him, just as bad. I stroked his ass, and squeezed his cock through his tight, nothing to the imagination, jeans.

He was as engorged as I was. The low moan that escaped him showed me he was as ready as I was to get down and dirty. I wanted him to make love to me with everything he was; but right now, I just wanted him to fuck me.

"Chad, take me" I instructed him.

"Don't worry, I fully intend to, babe" he replied, pulling my T over my head and attacking my swollen nipples. He lightly bit and teased them. I was more turned on than I thought possible. He slid his hand over my now demanding cock.

"Fuck, I will give you about three days to stop that" I laughed.

He then lifted me up and threw me onto my bed. He stood in front of me and slowly began to strip, moving to music only he could hear. His body was made by an expert sculptor. His abs were perfect, his arms and back were ripped.

"You want me?" he asked, and I smiled. "As much as you want me" I replied.

He dropped his shorts and his dripping, rock hard cock pointed toward the ceiling fan. His cock was large, fat, and veined in all the right places. He had to be at least 8" and cut; but it looked like he wanted me to service him. By fuck, I was more than willing to oblige.

I crawled to the edge of the bed like a lion stalking its prey. I moved to the edge of the bed and came face to face with the thing of beauty. I stuck out my tongue and captured a drop of pre-cum hanging off the end of his cock. I've had my fair share of closet cases, Chad was one at first but fuck did he kick that door down.

"Mmmm" I teased. I licked the head of his cock, eliciting a welcoming moan of appreciation. "Ohh yeah, that's the shit, right there" he commented on my cock sucking skills. Yeah, I have performed head on a couple of guys, namely Daniel in high school; but I cared for him but never loved him. I do, however, love the person whose cock I'm working on.

"That feels so good" he again encouraged me; and trust me on this, I did not need to be encouraged. "You taste so good, Chad" I informed him.

"You smell so fucking hot" he moaned at me.

He picked me up and flipped me over. I was now on my back, having my shorts and tracks ripped off of my body. He was an animal and I liked it. He then lay on top of me, smiling, just lying there and smiling down at me.

"Hey" I whispered.

I could see a single tear forming in the corner of his left eye.

"You okay?" I said softly.

"Yeah, I just can't believe how close I came to throwing this away" he whispered, stroking the hair away from my face.

"We need to be honest. I know you say you love me; but what exactly do you see happening between us? I mean, Chad, is this just a college thing, or do you see more?" I asked, staring into his wonderful eyes.

He looked at me and replied, "Honestly Brian, I don't know what the future holds for us; but I'm looking forward to the journey" he replied, lowering his mouth to mine.

"What do you see?" he asked.

"Us" I replied

"What does that mean?" he replied

"Look, you told me to be honest. You tell me you love me. Well Chad, I don't just love you, I am in love with you. At this point in my life, I cannot see you not being a part of it. I was willing to let you go so I didn't feel any more pain; but you came back. So, please Chad, promise me one thing: if you decide enough is enough, tell me. Don't write me or text me, tell me. Grant me that" I said, with a tear falling down off my cheek. It was brushed away by his gentle hand.

"I'd rather die than ever hurt you. I want you, Brian. I don't know how much more I have to do to prove that fact" he added.

"Make love to me, like you mean it" I replied, with a cheeky grin reappearing on my face. "Ohh that's a given" he replied. He slid down my body, again attacking my sensitive nipples. He then licked the head of my cock, which was just as sensitive.

"Ohh ahhh Mmmmm" I moaned, in appreciation. "You like that, huh?" he snickered. "Who the fuck wouldn't" I replied.

"Turn over" he instructed, and, like a faithful puppy, I did as ordered.

He lifted me up so my ass was airborne and my head was buried into my pillow. He then, with some expertise that I will question at a later date, began to eat my ass; his tongue using enough pressure to slowly open me up. I soon felt him attacking the inside of my ass; my eyes were being pulled up into my skull as he worked.

"I'm going to cum if you don't stop" I told him.

He removed his tongue and began to open me expertly with his fingers. Where did he learn these skills? Another question I would ask at a later date.

He thrust in and out of me, first with one finger, and eventually with three. The lube I used for many a fantasy jack off session, which more than not included Chad; or at worst, David Beckham in the underwear ad.

"Please Chad" I moaned out.

"What do you want Brian?" he teased...the dick.

"Your dick: in my ass: NOW!!!" I demanded.

He poured a generous amount of lube on his talented fingers and went to work slicking up my demanding, needy hole.

"CHAD!!!!!" I yelled, and he fucking laughed at me.

"Desperate much?" he asked.

"Please, you promised to make my ass scream" I reminded him.

"So, be it" he responded.

He then pushed my knees up to my chest and placed his cock at my demanding, wanting, desperate hole. He looked down on his prey and thrust forward; my eyes once again rolling to the back of my head. I suffered no pain; I was in heaven. The island of sex and honey was the place he was sending me. "Ohhhh fuck" I screamed, and moaned out, loudly.

"Try and be quiet, the neighbours, remember" he said into my ear as he thrust harder.

"Fuck the neighbours. I hear them fucking some Co-ed. Well, hear me get reamed" I laughed out. "Now, fuck my ass raw" I demanded. "Wow, where has this person been hiding?" he replied. "Waiting for the right person to release him" I hollered.

My breathing became quick, as was his. His pounding of my ass was relentless. He didn't even look tired. If it was not for the thick sheen of sweat that was on both of our bodies; you would think we were just playing, and not fucking like rabbits.

I looked at the clock and realised my man had stamina; we had been at it for almost an hour, with no end in sight. "Oh, your ass feels so good" he whispered. "Your cock is pushing buttons in me that I didn't know existed" I struggled out.

"I won't last much longer" he said, kissing my lips as he short stroked, then long dipped my ass. My heart was pounding; it felt like it would leap out of my chest at any moment. He was built for this; his perfect body was designed for this. He was made to satisfy my every need, and he is accomplishing everything he was created for.

"Soon babe" he said

"Seed me, mark me as yours" I said, sounding like a model in a cheap gay porn movie. But I wanted him to be the first man I loved, and the first man I ever barebacked; the first man to cum in my ass.

"Yeah, I need you to be my first" I informed him. I pulled hard on my cock so I could cum at the same time. A few minutes later I could tell he was close, as was I.

We came shortly after each other. My cumming contracted my ass and drove his dick over the edge. He shot deep and hard and plenty. He was shaking as he came, his body contorting. He soon collapsed on top of me, his breathing laboured. We were in a post orgasmic high. It took some time to come down.

"Wow" was all I could say.

"Wow is right" he replied, leaning over and kissing my lips.

"You made my ass scream" I said, as he pulled me over on top of him, so we could cuddle. I lay flat on his chest; the smell of sweat and cum filled the air. It was an aroma I could get used to. He soon fell asleep with my head on his chest, and I soon joined him.

To be continued...

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